A JOURNEY IN A SUBMARINE

It was snowing today when I went to wwork. It was so happy...but wearing work clothes is definitely not the way to go to stay warm. For some reason, cold has been getting to me more than it used to I think....but I used to have better clothes. My problem with layering is that it'll keep me warm but then to sit inside with the layers makes me sweat and too hot. I've been trying to get warmer clothes this winter, and I've gotten some things that's making me happy. But why is it so hard to find flippy mitts/gloves? I got a pair from sears but the threads are coming out and I'm worried they'll fall apart on me....butit's the only kind I found, and by flippy I mean where it's a glove but you have a mitten flap that comes over your fingers and turns it into a mitt...I like these so I can pick up my dog's shit in the cold without freezing my hands so bad. I got some army down filled mitts for skiing, yes yes I'm hoping to go skiing in january. I got some nice bunny pj's as well! It's awesome, how'd they know I have bunnies? The pj's has bunnies on skis all over and it says snow is fun! Dam right, snow is fun! And bunnies? I adore my bunnies...they're so cute and I really got to admit I got a good pair of them...it was hard finding good bunnies and they're so nice and funny, oh they sleep in chuck's cage together at night...well actually they sleep and eat and chuck doesn't mind, it's big enough for their nights, but they get to hop around during the day...and you know what's so funny, there are certain hours of the day where they run around like crazy cause that's when they're most active...but so they'll run back and forth and in circles and all around and it's so nice to see them so happy. It's so funny that my little apartment is big enough to keep two bunnies so happy! and I found yet another loblaws that sells dandi lions! my buns like dandi lions! but not every store carries them. I used to give them unlimited pellets but the bunnies got a little fat so now they get a certain amount and unlimited hay though, so hopefully that'll work, and veggies of course but I don't give veggies to them until it's bed time and when I put them in their cage, cause I like to hear them crunch on leaves and carrots, and so all night they get to sleep and eat. Hahaha and they like paper towel and toilet paper hard rolls once the paper is don...they like to chew that! Did I tell you the chuck really likes grapes, but last week it was the first time I gave them some blueberries and daisy stole chuck's blue berries cause she goes crazy over them! and biz started wearing his boots again since yesterday! He got so excited yesterday whenI put them on but he's back to normal today hahaha! Man oh man, if the OC strike happens tomorrow then I'm going to have to walk to work tomorrow which will take an hour! Boo buses! But it's my last day of work here toorrow, an then I hopefully start co-op with CRA in January! Man I wish I was done school and have a permannent job! I'm trying to see a prof for extra help before an exam, but te first meeting he came late and only helped me for 5 minutes, and the second time it went pretty good and I wanted to see him one more time to discuss the things I didn't get to ask him last time and I asked him if I could see him this week cause he kept on telling all the students in the class to come see him because he'll have more office hours but he told me he'll email me what day is good for him! I haven't heard back since last week and my exam is next monday for that class and so I emiled him but I'm so worried for that crazy exam! I hate school! It's so useless and stressful and man it feels like I have so many more crazy years left in it! I really hope I don't fail any of my courses...it's so sad that I have to feel this way each semester...like me worrying about failing. I hate that feeling and like after an exam you have to wait like a month and a half before you even find out if you've failed and by then the prof is teaching a different course and is too busy to deal with you...not to mention that they're somehow to busy to deal with you even when they'e teaching you're fucking class! Stupid useless school...and I know failing's no big deal like you can take the course again but then I lose so much money! And my rent is going up in march to 700 and if I honestly wasn't working part time while taking courses then I'd definitely not be able to afford my bills! I actually have to work to live here, because ODSP gives little, don't get crazy scholarships like some other bastards, well I got one last year which totally helped to pay for my move cause it was 1000, so that was very nice of them but there aren't very many available for financial need students that I can find. And apparently I'm too stupid to get scholarships for those smart alex and smart alices who get A averages. So yeah I've been working my ass off just so I can pay rent, how sad is that! And I don't even get to ride my horse...I want to have my own equestrian business so I don't have to worry about school...but then the problem with your own business is you worry about it not going under...so really what I need to do is win the lottery, get a full-time job, and have an equestrian business on the side!

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